OKAY! TODAY IS FREAKY DAY. haha.
it's just freaky i guess. not gonna go really into it though. and DON'T ASK ME TO EITHER.
DAMMIT. SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE IS full of excitement and freakiness. LOL. shut up yi jing.
erm. today. pe was tiring. jumping benches. jumping those short short hurdles. skipping. running. the sitting thingy. lol. then math graphs are just irritating. hmph. then geography. dammit. this is the fourth lesson i'm sitting next to wileen. it's not a bad thing actually. but it's just too many lessons. lol. okay. and sinying and rena are in front of us. that's so cool right. lol. just like literature and english. :D
went locker after that. and OH. zhihui just had to forget her bag of costume. MAN. climbed two floors up. tiring okay. haha. just after climbing two down. lol. then walked past kim and friends. yes. noticed i said kim. cos, sorry kim, you're just FREAKING ME OUT. heh. not that i don't mind. but okay. whatever.
okay. then went to have a quick bite. had GOH rehearsal. yeah. it was so-so larh. then tmr just have to bring full uniform. i hate it. so many things to carry around. oh wait. it'll be stuffed in my locker. RIGHT.. first lesson's math tmr. grr. i've got first lesson of dance tmr. pe shirt please. lol. i wish it could have been last period. oh wells. WHATEVER. soh yi jing ah! stop whatevering all the time. it's so irritating. haha. okay. a whatever almost came out again. erm. tmr. blah blah. if i weren't a GOH, i would be able to go home early. but NOoooo. i'm one. i wonder. do we get to stay to watch the performance? lol. today nothing eventful arh. haha. oh and i almost bumped into ltt when she was right in front of me. haha. okay. i'm still depressed that i'm not able to access friendster and that THAT incident. no wait. that's not depressing. that's just freaky. i spent my whole tuition time thinking about it. lol. tuition was just yawn. did stuff on graphs. it was okay. now she's faster than shirley sim. whee. so i wouldn't be lost in the middle of class. :D
20:30
HELLO.
ehh. today. was okay okay larh.
let's start of.
pc-boring.
chinese-sleepy.
science-more yawns. tan lin how has friendster ehh? if not he wouldn't have known so much. lol. it was so much fun seeing the lightbulb light up during the experiments. lol.
recess? ehh.
art-haha. i think our group there made a lot of noise. it just started out with me and searching for the oc. then saw this pic. those kinda desperate housewives that ad thing. that almost naked thing. haha. yarh larh. saw that larh. then shahilia make so much noise. aiyoh. then charlene want to see. then they used her com instead larh. cos i closed off mine already. ah duh right. then edgar seow was like. blah blah blah. omg. and shahilia says it's me. it's not me okay. go away. i came across it. i didn't purposefully search for it. you did. :P
english-ended up doing my math tuition hmwk. heh. was supposed to copy don't know what thing larh. then i didn't copy. just zap from someone can already larh. heh.
emath-boring. did graph thingy.
after school-had rehearsal and training.
rehearsal-okay okay. i'm guard of honour. i feel so honoured. HAHA. erm. yeah. nothing much. bought my beloved white gloves already.
after rehearsal before training-did hmwk. finished my maths hmwk. lol. wanted to do science. but amanda shouted to fall in. so well. had to keep lorh. lol. just as i was about to flip open the book! ><
training-my face is now red. sunburnt. thumbs down. ehh. had footdrill. then games. games was okay larh. today training a bit the boring larh. no offence. but yeah. it is. heh.
after training-bought drinks and food. and then did some more hmwk. lol. finished my science practical. so left with math tuition hmwk. totally thumbs down. boo. i have two more papers. and the wkbk. rarr. i have to finish by today.
tmr-i have rehearsal for guard of honour again. grr. then i have tuition at 4. rehearsal starts at 1.30. okay. it better not take too long okay. i have to leave by 3. NO MATTER WHAT. okie. gtg have dinner now. bye.
done with hmwk. so can watch tv. bleah. forget about tuition hmwk. burn midnight oil for that. cos it's jimmy neutron, followed by fairly odd parents/potrait of honour, followed by one tree hill, followed by so little time/csi.
whatever. ta!
18:28
HELLO. i'm back from school. yeah pretty early ain't it. earlier than yesterday. lol. both times. 97 was behind 855/65 so had to like rush. haha. okay. erm. gonna be watching mean girls today. shahilia lent me her dvd. yay. thanks loads. (:
ANYONE GOT SPIDER-MAN 2 VCD?!
lend me larh. i'm like spider man crazy right now. i don't know why. so don't ask me why.
next monday holiday. yay. yay. YAY! ((: great. it's holiday. erm. okay. today school was nothing much. during pe, took height and weight. grr. horrible thing. height?! yes. 164 baby! ((: weight..? ehh.. )): 59kg. I SWEAR. THERE'S A PROBLEM-O WITH THE SCHOOL WEIGHING MACHINE. either that. or my weighing machine at home is broken. well. i'll stick to the second reasoning then. well. me and zhihui are now morning run partners. we're gonna run run run in the morning. on certain days. lol. like maybe thursday or tuesday or something. yupp yupp. erm. haven't had lunch. gonna eat biscuits i guess. really have to do my tuition hmwk. not much hmwk anyways. can't rmb what we're supposed to do for chinese. heh. OH. speaking of chinese. kim and lyanne were like total high during chinese larh. seriously. and science too i guess. a bit. at least they appeared to have cooled down. haha. okay. whatever. chinese new re-banded class. think it's band 3 as usual. dumb ass. i just couldn't get into band 2, ltt's class. i'm devastated. LOL. not really. okay. chinese class, only 6 from 2c. we're the worse ones. XD band 2 got a lot. haha. okay. the six are just me, nicole, marianne, wileen, kim, lyanne. so in chinese class. we're like nicole, marianne, wileen, me, kelly. oh behind is celine, kim, lyanne. in front? there's 3 and 2. not connected. erm. charlene goh, sheryl, zhenyi. then. lin, stephanie. okay. why am i saying this?! lol. nothing better to do arh YI JING. heh. erm. okay. i don't know. i'm sitting with wileen for so many classes. YES. I REMEBER WHAT'S MY CHINESE HMWK. ALL THE SUBJECTS THAT WE TAKE IN CHINESE. XD dumb right?! i know. okay. back to what i was saying. i'm sitting with her during english and literature already. and now chinese? oh wells. she's pretty nice i guess, but can get a little annoying arh. lol. okay. that's all man.
i'm sorry. i shouldn't be hating you joel ong wen jie. but i just do. you got my heart all mixed up. i know it's not your fault though. but it's just you. ):
eighteen days left to the release of harry potter and the half blood prince at 7.01am worldwide.
15:01
so little time by arkarna
Took a while to drag me out of bed,
Aim some coffee at my head,
Saw the clock i'm running late,
It's an ordinary day.
And i'm like a dog on head,
Knock one out and then fall asleep,
It's sad but true,
I'd rather be with you.
Don't you forget about me,
When you're a celebrity,
It will be only you and me before too long.
So little time so much to do,
i'd rather spend my days with you.
So little time so much to do,
I'd like to spend one day with you.
And if that day is not enough,
Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
For tomorrow never comes.
said i've been celibate for years,
Not out of chance there's no-one here,
See i can't get my end away,
Another ordinary day,
And i'd love to see a little more of you,
Your clothes would look better on my bedroom floor...bedroom floor.
Don't you forget about me,
When you're a celebrity,
I know you're busy,
But we all need somebody - before too long.
It's in your eyes, oooooh...
Took a while to drag me out of bed,
Aim some coffee at my head,
Saw the clock i'm running late,
It's an ordinary day.
And i'm like a dog on head,
Knock one out and then fall asleep,
It's sad but true,
I'd rather be with you.
Don't you forget about me,
When you're a celebrity,
It will be only you and me before too long.
It's in your eyes, oooooh...
california by phantom planet
We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
come get some by rooster
Baby it don't matter
Anyone can see the signs,
I caught you looking over,
With just a little bit of a smile,
You tell him that you love him
While i'm running through your mind
Cos i know that you know, your cover will blow,
Its only a matter of time,
It's not my style to try and cheat and lie,
why do you sanctify something thats already died
I've got something that'll bring you alive...
Are you gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,
tell me i'm the only one?
kick it to the gun baby don't stop running,
tell me how you gonna come get some
Did you ever ask yourself the question
Where the hell did i go wrong
cos you know baby fool, i'll be waiting for you,
tell me how your gonna come, come, come get some!
All those words your wasting
Try to tell yourself you need more time,
Whats the point in faking
When you know you'll never make it right
You say your head is blurry, but i can't get you out of mine,
i don't mean to cause pressure but i just can't let you
go home while your living this lie
It's not my style to let this pass me by
why do you scentify something thats already died
I've got something that'll bring you alive...
push down and baby,
leapt out in fear,
freaked out and shakin'
just breaking for you, (breaking for you)
freaked out and pacing,
cant go on like this forever
fairly odd parents theme
timmy is an average kid
that no one understands
mom and dad and vicky
always giving him commands
Bed Squirt
the doom and gloom
up in his room
is broken instantly
by his magic little fish
who grant his every whish
cause in reality...
they are his odd parents
fairly odd parents
Wands and wings
floaty crowny things
odd parrents
fairly odd parents
really rod, pea pod,
buf bod, hot rod
obtuse, rubber goose, green moose, guava juice,
giant snake, birthday cake, large fries, chocolate shake
odd parents
fairly odd parents
you wish you live when you were a kid
with fairly odd parents
yeah right
the nanny theme
She was working in a bridal shop in Flushing, Queens,
'Til her boyfriend kicked her out in one of those crushing scenes
What was she to do? Wwhere was she to go? She was out on her fanny.
So over the bridge from Flushing to the Sheffield’s door,
She was there to sell make-up but the father saw more,
She had style. She had flair. She was there. That’s how she became the Nanny.
Who would have guessed that the girl we described
Was just exactly what the doctor prescribed?
Now, the father finds her beguiling. Watch out C.C.
The kids are actually smiling, such joie de vivre
She’s the lady in red when everybody else is wearing tan.
The flashy girl from Flushing. The Nanny named Fran.
15:52
yes. first day of school. nothing much larh. horrible thing, home ec. grr. got mdm lim. dammit. okay. erm. today was actually alright. things are getting back to normal i guess. boring stuff. i'm still in zhang jing's class. dammit you. i want go ltt's class. boohoo. i really want okay. ):
okay. yesterday watched spider man movie right. haha. it was damn cool. i like. i totally totally love. i think spider man is damn cool. GREAT POWER COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY. wooh. i'm crazy over spider man. oh man. this is so dumb. and to think i was relating spider man and smallville?! lol. it's spider man and super man you dumbo. lol. oh. let's get some nice songs to blog here. as in lyrics. okie.
true by ryan cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
no sleep tonight by the faders
i got you
i got you on my mind
and its time to make you see (what i want)
so i'll just make this
a little more obvious
cos i get what i want
and i want you to get with me (get with me)
dont think you know
how far im gonna go
you cant stop this feeling
you cant run away
baby im whats on your mind
you cant stop this feeling
there's no escape
no sleep tonight
you wont get no sleep tonight
you want me
you want me all the time
and you dont need nothin new
but you seem to be
a little oblivious
so i'll show you the way
cos i think that you need some help
tell me baby
are you comin with me
no sleep tonight
oh
no sleep tonight
girl you wont be sleepin
no sleep tonight
do i have to spell it out in black and white
girl you wont be sleepin
no sleep tonight
do i have to spell it out in black and white
(oh oh oh oh oh)
no sleep tonight
(oh oh oh oh oh)
no sleep tonight
(oh oh oh oh oh)
no sleep tonight
(oh oh oh oh oh)
no sleep tonight
(oh oh oh oh oh)
no sleep tonight
(oh oh oh oh oh)...
truly madly deeply by savage garden
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
til the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
Oh can't you see it baby
You don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
four more coming up later. (:
15:29
yeah yeah. burning rom is in english this time. woohoo(: sad. school starts tmr. more nagging from a friend. bleah. more like classmate. ka plueh. hate it. okay. i bugged my mom. saying that one way would sound better on and electric guitar. XD but she didn't say anything. hmph. okie. but i can play for all You've done okay. (: i think planetshakers latest album is great. okay. so maybe i've already had it for pretty long. but i think it's great. really listened to it yesterday. i don't know. i was telling God of all my problems about.. (refer to yesterday's) and He just told me to let things take it's course. let Him deal with it. oh wells. yeah. so now i'm pretty calm. ooh. it's drizzling now. yeah. damn. stomachache. see you around.
14:44
hey. just got back. eating hersheys now. yummylicious.
today's service was pretty meaningful larh. kinda regretted that i didn't go down. oh wells.
oh. then isaac was usher today. lol. along with joel and michael and wenjing larh. heh. okay. i kept messing isaac's hair up. haha. sorry larh. but i just find it fun. :D oh erm. i think andrew's hair is damn cool larh. haha. no one reading right. lol. it's like. it's all short and his fringe is like longer. aiyarh. dunno how to explain. but i'm serious. it's damn cool. haha. no no. the HAIR. yes. HAIR. nothing else. haha. okay. went for dinner. joined auntie margie, kelly and her grandma. yeah. good food. yum yum. thanks auntie. (: erm. yeah. bought charlene's bday prezzie too. wanted to go ntuc but ended up in 711 instead. thumbs down. sorry charlene. kinda rush. hm. okay. nothing else larh. so i better get off the com before my parents come home from service. yupp. they went tc. why couldn't they have gone tmr's service. oh wells.
man. i don't know why is this happening again. i think i'm starting to like you again. no no. i already told myself no. i told myself and everyone that i give up. and wanted to move on to.. him. i did. but i figured we're better being friends. and then i saw you today. and you looked different. i don't know why. we're friends. okay. aquantainces. but why don't we ever talk? hmph. you talk to her but you don't talk to me. you wouldn't even smile and acknowledge me. but through sms, it seem as if we're friends. man. what is this. haiyarh. i can't like you. i just don't want to. looks like i'll have to talk to kelly and pray that she doesn't make fun of me.
YES. KELLY ARE YOU READING THIS?!
i love making spaces in between. it makes it so suspenseful. lol. XD
21:17
i don't know. i'm feeling pretty happy today. ((:
today woke up. went out for brunch. then went jurong east collect letter. lol. i think i'm continuing my classical guitar. yeah man. but mom doesn't want je anymore. she's fed up with the peeps there. HA! take that! so i told my mom maybe we can go city hall, funan centre there to learn. it's cristofori too. and mom! i need a guitar man. you can get me a classical one now. then how about a electrical one when i get good grades?! it seems like a fair deal. :D heh. erm. then me and kelly can go learn together. whee(: okay. then erm. later i don't know. service. dinner. home. yawn. boringness. nothing much larh can. like whatever larh. tell me `tell me how you gonna come get some. heh. yes. i'm listening to that song. i'm feeling happy high. yay(: ehh.. whatever larh. i'm into the music lately. erhh.. haha. yeah. i'm like up down up down. okay. i'm talking to myself. no revelance. XD what crap. i'm getting the full list guitar chords today. so yeah. okay. no problem. and have i told you. i've mastered the starting part of for all You've done. one way is pretty tough. i can't get the guitar strumming right. oh wells. *shouts to mom. an electric would do great you know. haha. here we go. good grades again. i guess i'll just have to do with the classical for now. but i'm returning it soon. boo. thumbs down. i don't know larh. if i continue with classical then yeah. i'll get my mom to buy one. it's like $100 over. not that much larh. not as much as electrical. which can go over a few hundred. plus there's amp too okay. so it ain't gonna be cheap. OKAY. i'll shut up now. (:
14:56
man. sometimes i miss the old times when i had a guy best friend. lol. i don't know. watching eddie mcdowd made me think of that. lol. it's like i dunno. i had one in primary school. only to find out that he.. ew. yeah. that. but girls are just better. you can talk seriously about anything and everything. no secrets. but guys. lol. some THINGS you just can't tell them. they wouldn't understand. but talking to them, you can see things through their perspective. i don't know. will i ever find one? lol. not now for sure. at least i think so. cos lol. girls' school. *yawn. and i'm not very close to the church ppl. like only once, twice a week kinda thing. not long conversations. aiyah. why am i talking about this. lol. and if i have a guy best friend. lol. what would my mother think. she's overprotective anyways. that's why. it's gotta be a family friend. bleahs.
20:36
if singapore has the oc, one tree hill. why can't they bring in summerland?! i want summerland!! rarr. haha. i don't think i'll do much today. last day of slacking. haha. whole hols could be considered wasted. didn't study anyways. lol. heh. i read though. whatever. okay.
should be off to lunch soon. ehh.
haha.
and oh.
no sleep tonight by the faders is good. well. at least i think so. lol.
13:47
went bukit timah hill after all. dad came back around 4. so we went. then there's this dairy farm loop. sheesh. it's so tiring. and the paths are not exactly paths. it's like roots and all. and then there's this part where it's a stream or some sort. and you're supposed to walk through it. sheesh. it's just tiring. i didn't go larh. so had to climb back up. bish. it was really tiring. seriously. came home. i really collapsed onto the couch. we took about 2hrs just to complete the whole thing. grr. shower. then went out to meet mom. yeah. raffles city. had dinner. went robinsons. then mango. long queue. so crowded. haiyarh. the sale lorh. oh wells. came home in the end.
today. i'm home alone. and there's this guy hin yang who added me on friendster. i can't access larh. so what you want me to do. i dunno who's that some more. grr. i have so many things to do on friendster already larh. bish bish bish.
11:38
grr. where's my dad. we're supposed to go hiking. hmph. ): so mean. i wanna go hiking okay. and it's a long trek. HURRY. where are yoooooooooou.
15:09
i'm telling you.
i think i've seriously fallen in love with one tree hill. the show is just simply amazing. the one on channel 5 was too late to watch. but now on star world. woohoo. it's just awesome. ((: I LOVE. it rocks. okay. i think i'm addicted to backgammon too. playing the one that's already in the com. it's utterly lame larh. but it's kinda fun. haha. okay. nothing much today. all mentioned yesterday.
tmr it's home alone. whee. it's the last day. didn't wanna spoil it. hehs. :D
13:53
today i was out quite a lot larh.
actually. the whole day.
i dunno larh. haha. walk and walk until leg pain okay.
woke up.
dad sent me and my mom to queenstown mrt.
went to orchard.
walked around wisma a while. was early.
headed to taka. met auntie angie and terence there. had lunch. seriously overate. but it was definitely worth it. great lunch. (:
went isetan at wisma. walked around. saw this really nice adidas watch. but my mom wouldn't buy. ): it's cheap okay. just around $40+. it's white. and there are orange stripes. it's damn nice. mom says she'll get it for my birthday. but i want something else. lol. i want something that i wouldn't know. so that it'll be a surprise. ((:
then went to far east plaza. crest. walk so long. haha. okay larh. bought hillsong's for all You've done songbook. oh yeah! (: thanks mom.
went to paragon. something to do with mom and her SIA ticket to bangkok. lol. she's not going already. haha. like she ever planned to. lol. walked around metro. looking at shoes. uhh.. haha. yeah. ooh. i saw this really nice nike watch. it's like black. and then there's an orange face. and the swoosh is nike. really nice okay. and still. my mother wouldn't buy. it's 50% off okay. and it's like 54 bucks. *sniffle
went to centrepoint. had tea. drank ice mocha. was great actually. but it's not sweet enough. grr. then went to robinsons. bought pillowcases. i bought green. wanted a blue bedsheet to go with it but no stock. ): haha. it's bright bright colours. I LIKE. ((: went to buy cheesecake. auntie angie bought one for us. so nice. THANK YOU! ((:
i'm like super happy today. haha. that was all at orchard larh. the rest are really nothing interesting.
tmr. have things planned already.
i'm hiking bukit timah hill with my dad. yes. AGAIN. we're going the quarry route. woohoo(: Lord, pls grant us your journey mercya and that i wouldn't fall into the quarry. eek. :then at night. MAYBE. after mum finish work. we'll go raffles city. have dinner.
then go robinsons. look at things again. bedsheet. the out of stock one. lol. i really want it. :D then buy some more sb. yes. sb stands for something. haha. sports bra. lol. now you know. XD oh.
then go mango. go buy tops. they are like on sale tmr. today not open. ): they were preparing for sale the next day. wisma one not open. taka one not open either. BOO. ): so tmr gonna go mango and shop for tops. WHEE! (: i have one in mind already. woohoo. totally can't wait. i love great singapore sale. haha. but it's only a maybe. that's not good. *puffer fish
okay. it's late. and i'm supposedly playing a game of checkers with kelly. lol. and i'm not playing. cos i'm updating this. lol. okay. i shall get back to it. and i'm doing this and that. OH GREAT. i hate multitasking. XD it's as if i'm busy girl. haha.
byebye(:
nike.swoosh
adidas.threestripes
I WANT WATCH. ):
black and orange.nike
white and orange.adidas
)):
21:16
this computer is so funny.
yes. i'm being sarcastic.
how can a com be funny.
lol.
there's no music. no sound.
HELLO.
where are the sound effects.
okay.
today. went out for breakfast. came back. went to library. came back. boring huh. i know.
tmr i'm going out for lunch with auntie angie and maybe terence. who knows.
but who cares. it's crystal jade at taka. wooh(:
oh yeah. can't wait man. yummylicious dimsum. ((:
cheeries.
17:08
today.
seriously.
nothing much.
exactly why do i blog everyday?
haha. i don't know. it's like an everyday routine. haha. oh wells.
went to cut my hair today. whee(:
it's back to it's short look again.
but i guess it's okay.
damn.
hopefully desiree would stop calling me a punk.
cos i'm not punk material.
lol.
supposed to go library today. but guess not.
tmr then going.
then wednesday i'm going out with my mom and auntie angeline.
crystal jade. at taka.
woohoo. super cool.
well. this week's pretty jam packed. but who cares.
it's the end of the hols.
it's the last week to enjoy.
16:40
lots and lots and lots to update. so let's go.
DAY BY DAY.
mwahahaha.
wednesday.
dad's off day. sent the com for repair. blah blah. then evening. went to hike up bukit timah hill. up and down. using the jungle trails. lol. they're much more fun. and yet. more tiring. climbing up and down the long bottomless stairs. haha. went sizzler for dinner at night. whee. yummy. too bad no steak. should have ordered. lol.
thursday.
i was locked in the house. dad had to come back to get me. lol. and as you could see. ginni was there playing bball too. along with tammy and dalston. and yes. me. duh. haha. hot marhs. so went for a swim. stupid. i wore a sports bra with it? who's idea was that. oh wells. whatever. it's over. and now there's a sports bra mark on my back. -.-' dinner. i loved the fish. yummylicious. uncle jerry's fish was good. lol. i'm serious. then went to play pool. just as i was about to play carem. my dad came. sigh. oh wells. it's alright. the oc's getting more and more boring. oh. and i'm officially crazy over one tree hill. whee(:
the retreat.
friday. uncle jerry picked me up. went for lunch. then went to tct to fetch nicole. then went to plmgss. grr. the 'long-awaited' retreat. okay. some icebreakers. then getting settled in the bunks. my group was gentleness. OH BOY. okay. there's faithfulness. peace. joy. kindness. goodness. gentleness. patience. OH MY GOSH. i got all of em! woohoo(: okay. i was in gentleness larh. together with vanessa. candice. cheryle. yee min. cherissa. jiamin. michelle. me. leaders were angelina and weizhen. haha. first day. i was like sian-sian type. haha. i wasn't really looking forward to the camp larh. had this warfare dancing thing. yeah. to the song 'it is now'. then had session. i wasn't really paying attention. heh. i never did actually. spent time colouring the camp booklet. yupp. so now it's no longer black and white. haha. then went home. next day had guitar lesson. then came back next day. saturday. they learnt new song larh. i dunno the lyrics. lol. but i know it's a nice song. then they learnt new dance steps to 'He is with us'. haiyarh. then i'm like super lost. therefore it's like super irritating. haiyoh. haha. then had water games. whee. i was soaked wet. haha. then bathing time. haha. then smart casual wear. for family night. put up some skit about what yoznet means to us. we combined with patience. part 1 part 2. haha. vanessa was like pro larh. haha. i think we were pretty good. okay. then ministry time. i think that was POWER. (: i really feel closer to God. i know that i drift away sometimes. but i can sense that God is really reassuring me of His love. (: and yes. I LOVE YOU TOO. ((: had birthday cake. yeah. the june babies. haha. then went back to dorms. went to tammy's dorm. stayed a while. haha. then went back. wrote the note to jiarong. yeah. slept around 2am. it was really hot. then i woke up at 3am cold. brr. haha. then i woke up at 5am again. 7.30am. gee. woke up to this song.
in Jesus Christ we are one family
in Jesus Christ we are one family
in Jesus Christ we are one family
from today 'til forever
in Jesus Christ we are one family
so that's what they say. then tammy came in to wake me and michelle up. -.-' i was already awake larh. i don't understand how but during camps. i wake up at the slightest sound. haha. pastor julie came down. yes. to talk. but erm. i was colouring again. lol. then we sang some songs. family songs. and yeah. end of camp.
went for lunch with low family and danielle. yupp. they were all closed-eyes by the time i reach home. i'm pretty tired too. but HEY. it's father's day right. and i dunno. i think i can fall asleep right here. right now. there's some stupid problem with msn 7.0. i can't seem to download larh. i'll see who i can get from. friendster. i can't use anymore. boohoo. cos of the norton internet security. they classified it as sex/personals. lol. so i can't get in. hehs. okay. that's all man. super long post. i know. but it's the week's happenings.
next week.
last week of school hols. ): really need to finish up every single hmwk. and well. i need to cut my hair. haha. yeah. it'll be soon alright. but when i don't know. mum's on leave monday to wednesday. gosh. super long. friday there may/may not have a cell outing. gotta wait for jiarong's comfirmation. okay larh. i talk so much. sheesh. i'm tired. really very tired.
17:16
MY COMPUTER'S GONE!!!
yes. now at kelly's place.
computer will only be back on what. saturday morning. and i'm off for camp.
boohoo. ):
sunday then.
ginni's bugging me.
okay. ginni's NOT bugging me.
ONE TREE HILL! ((:
14:49
WHAT IS THIS.
EVERYTHING IS SO AGAINST ME TODAY OKAY.
JUST NOW. MY STUPID COM HAD SOME STUPID PROBLEM.
THEN I CAN'T DOWNLOAD MY HEYMATH HMWK. IT TURNS ALL HTML.
QUIZILLA'S DOWN. ): NO STORIES TO READ.
THEN I CAN'T EVEN FINISH MY RC REPORT. HALF A PAGE MORE.
TODAY IS JUST HORRIBLE.
LATER MY MOTHER'S GONNA SCOLD ME FOR NOT DOING MY HMWK.
I TRIED OKAY. I REALLY DID. ):
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MY CHINESE HMWK.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S SAYING.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I ASKED PPL, THEY ALSO DON'T KNOW.
WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO.
WHY MUST THIS BE LIKE THAT.
WHY IS TODAY SO HORRIBLE.
I THINK I CAN CRY OKAY.
):
16:43
HEY.
i haven't updated today have i. lol. i don't think so. okay. today there is absolutely nothing to do again. but what is this. my mother wants me to finish the stinking chinese hmwk before friday. yes. before the network retreat. rarr. actually. she wants me to finish everything. especially chinese hmwk. but EXCUSE ME. i don't know how to do okay. how do you want me to do. bleah. the rc report, i dunno what to write. i've got half a page only. gosh larh. then art. i'm just lazy to do. stupid research.
EH.
i can't get through to quizilla. why is this so. it's not fair. i want quizilla stories. it's nicer there than fanfiction. lol. but still. i want quizilla. they say bad request. what stupid thing. haiyorh. hurry up. fix it man. i want to read. there's some nice stories there. rarr.
WHAT'S EVERYBODY'S PROBLEM TODAY.
GOT SOME FREAKING PROBLEM WITH ME IZZIT.
THINGS ARE not GOING RIGHT.
i dunno why. but i'm super pissed. oh wells. whatever.
12:56
hey.
guess what.
i've just spent like nearly 4hours reading one fanfic. yupp. the whole 37 chapters. lol. it's what i do. when there's nothing on the com. lol. so long as my mom doesn't find out that i'm wasting my time on the com. haha.
hey you.
i really thank God for you.
you're like my life saver.
so maybe you and i just just started becoming close friends.
but i can sense that this is going to be a good strong one.
i'm really glad that you're my friend.
i know that you'll always be there for me.
love you.
18:02
HEY KIDS. I'M BACK. (:
haha. it's been a few days since i've been online. sad huh. yeah. there's something wrong with my user account. yupp. windows xp home edition. but ehh.. create new one. so here i am. whee(: okay. long story. haha. let's start with friday ehh?
friday
mom was on leave. went out with my mom to the dentist. i wasn't the one visiting. phew. but i wanted to check whether i really needed braces. she's like. 'unless you want to join miss universe'. who knows. i may want to. lol. kidding larh. i'm not that pretty. haha. okay. then went to taka and met my mom's friend. went for lunch together. ate tim sum. yummy(: i love. it was super nice. then went shopping a while. then went for coffee break. ice blended mocha with whipped cream. heavenly(: haha. yeah. then continued shopping. lol. we were at taka from 1pm - 5pm. lol. long huh. 2hrs is the eating part. 3hrs of walking. yupp. my poor legs. haha. then went centrepoint. mom's friend left already. oh wells. centrepoint. go life bookshop. EH. i wanted the hillsong delirious live cd. my mom just wouldn't buy. hmpfs): okay. then went robinsons. shopped a little. saw priscilla, 2anne. erm. then went home. haha. then watched smallville. whee(: haha. yupp. it was okay.
saturday
went for guitar class by myself. then came home. went out to eat lunch with my mom. then came home. waited for time to fly by. haha. then went for cellgroup. woah. the whole cell turned up okay. all ten of us. kelly, yi jing, jia bao, charmaine, joyce, rachel, amanda, nicole, michelle, pei shi. haha. celebrated jiabao's birthday. even though it's on the 15th. haha. then erm. went for service. csl's network had retreat. so yupp. the back of us was pretty empty. haha. except for like.. i dunno.. joel, andrew, jon low, and his cell friend. haha. i dunno the name larh. i think it's daniel or something. heh. went for dinner. me, kelly, tammy, joyce, pei shi, clarence. rachel, jiabao, charmaine. sat another table. then after that. clarence went home arh. haha. he refused to join us at the supermarket. haha. kelly had to go. so me, tammy, joyce, peishi went ntuc. in search for father's day prezzie. i bought mine already. yay(: haha. although.. tammy had to pay for me 45-cents. cos i didn't have enough. oh. we met jon low at ntuc. i cannot believe larh. you went dinner alone. haiyoh. you could have liked joined us. haha. yeah. walked around a little. then was going to hawker centre. why arh? can't remember. met dalston. then tammy had to go. so me and jon low went bus stop lorh. haha. yupp. now i know. 197 comes at 8.15pm. the next one is at 8.30pm. haha. 961 comes at 8.10pm. lol. jon left before me lorh. haha. so while waiting. we chatted a bit i guess. i dunno. i felt a bit awkward.
sunday
nothing eventful. except that jiabao cycled over. lol. chatted a while. haha. helped my mom clear the store room. lol. lots of things in there. tennis rackets. squash rackets. snorkelling stuff. haha. yupp. quite a lot of things. then went for evening jog. hehs. then went alexandra village to eat. whee. yupp. grilled stuff. sotong. sting ray. kangkong. wahoo. i love. extremely yummylicious. (: went supermarket. bukit merah one lorh. haha. to stock up on food. haha. yeah. i need my lunches you know. haha.
this week
monday nothing. tuesday nothing. wednesday nothing. thursday going gillman. friday, saturday, sunday. i'm off for network retreat. yupp. at plmgss. oh wells. i'm not entirely looking forward to it. but it'll do okay i guess. i don't need to pack much. cos i'm coming home on friday night. haha. have guitar class the next morning you see. haha. then i'll go back. so not much to pack. HAHA. (: okay. too much computer usage already? i dunno. i miss my best friend. no. not kelly, that best friend. my computer. XD gosh. when did i get so crappy. oh yes. kelly. -.-'
11:46
i can't believe it. yesterday i didn't use the computer at all. lol. surprising. woke up. watched tv. then went to gillman. yeah. my dad lorh. then followed them out to sent kelly for tuition. then we went to eat lunch at henderson. curry rice. yummy. haha. it was okay larh. then went back. talked a while. then went to play bball. yupp. only me, and tammy. sucha lonely world. don't you think. sigh. next week it'll be on thursdays. lol. i hope it doesn't clash with tuition. (: that is if i have. i'll have to negotiate. haha. erm. after that. too many mosquito bites. then went to play pool. yeah. then kelly came to join us. ehh.. yarh. then she went to buy food for us. chips. and other junk food. and drinks too. haha. then i dunno larh. went back. bathed. went for dinner. then watched tv. then my dad came. picked me up. sigh. fewer ppl leads to a more boring world. lol. hopefully next week's is better.
dammit okay. my computer's problem is not because of me. it's not because of my long usage hours either. it's because of my mother's friends com got virus. that's one. and then there's some stupid idiot that hacked into my com. yay.. he's even using the com while i'm at it. oh how smart. some freaking person who doesn't have better things to do. i wonder.. could it be because of that programme? i dunno. i hear a lot of clicking sounds. THAT'S HIM ALL RIGHT. I DON CARE WHETHER I'M RIGHT. IT'S HIM. RARR! I'M GONNA KILL YOU!
i think the blogger's gone crazy. sorry for any inconvenience caused.
XD
11:29
OKAY.
so it's my fault that you can't access the computer. but you just assumed it like that. don't you know how hard that feels. damn. i use the com for too long. that's how it ended up like this. lol. i'm sorry. but you should be too. you just assumed me. ):
i don't hate you anymore. (:
15:07
okay. so there's something wrong with the computer. i mean. duh. of course there's something wrong. but my mother's blaming me that she can't connect to her outlook express. OH. SO EVERYTHING'S MY BLOODY FAULT LARH. blame me larh. i'm the computer freak here. it's not my fault okay. when i first on yesterday. it also had problems okay. cannot get windows task manager out. i'm the one who found problems. and you're the one telling me it's my fault. what is this. do you know how unfair it is. anything goes wrong and it's my fault. how can you do that. then now you're not talking to me. OH WOW. cos you can't get through your IMPORTANT EMAIL. I TOLD YOU ALREADY. CHECK THROUGH THE WEB. and what. YOU FORGOT YOUR PASSWORD. OH GREAT. then you start ranting and me again. 'what did you do the computer' BLAH BLAH BLAH. i didn't do anything okay. STOP DOUBTING ME. just because i'm alone at home. doesn't mean that i spoilt the computer okay. after you fix the bloody problem. you're just gonna ban me from the computer. GREAT. IT'S YOUR BRILLIANT PLAN ISN'T IT.
i hate you. ):
11:38
TOO MUCH CHOCOLATE.
OH NO.
I FEEL SICK.
14:43
i don't know what's with me and you.
you stare at me. shivers goes up and down my spine.
when i'm around you, suddenly the air feels hot.
i'm shifting uncomfortably. trying to act normal but i know i'm giving myself away.
you're the one i think about.
you're always stuck in my head.
when you're not around i feel as if something's missing.
previously things were never like that.
and now. i get caught staring into space.
i wish this was a song.
a song like a fairytale.
but it's reality.
it ain't my speciality.
things are never the same.
this isn't like before.
could this be something so real?
I GIVE UP CLEARING MY THOUGHTS ALREADY LARH.
MY VISION'S STILL BLURRED.
NO BLOODY IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON.
12:33
okay.
today. nothing to do.
later. the plumber's coming.
haha. some water heater problem.
and i'm supposed to settle it.
bleahh.
10:55
oh dear me.
where's my harry potter #1
i can't seem to find it anywhere. damn. this is saddening.
i wanted to check out something.
wonder where it is.
14:38
omg. haha.
happy birthday draco malfoy.
haha. no not the actor draco malfoy - tom felton.
but the character himself.
draco malfoy. slytherin prince.
the stupid arrogant git.
haha. i didn't mean that.
lol.
well yeah. wonder how old he is.
he's probably like 30+ now.
not sure.
but tom felton's turning 18 this year. 22september.
wooh.
jesse mccartney's turning 18 too.
woowee.
haha.
smiles(:
14:19
haha.
joyce's back from perth already.
haha.
jon low's off to malaysia.
i'm stuck in singapore.
going nowhere.
except network retreat.
damn.
*yawn*
erm.
nothing to do today.
boring world yeah.
oh wells.
tmr.
nothing either.
YAWN.
13:03
yoohoo! (:
i've been long back from church. haha. like half hour or so.
ok wait. i was reading sihui's blog. then there was this name thingy. so i decided to go try it out too. haha. c'mon now. let's see what it said. they asked for first name. so i had to put Yijing. i know it looks weird larh. but it's supposed to be Yi Jing okay. (: don't talk to me about some historical china monk or something. i'll whack your head. smiles(:
Although the name Yijing creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals and ambitions. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous and fluid systems.
Your name of Yijing creates a passive, friendly, easy-going nature, but your desire for sociability and the pleasant things in life makes you too easily influenced through your associations. You are too generous and if appealed to will give all you have because you find it difficult to say "no" and mean it. You do not like to create tension or friction and will try various means to avoid such situations. You are very idealistic. You have imagination and many ideas but lack the ambition and drive necessary to accomplish your undertakings.
now. can somebody tell me what's idealistic. no. don't tell me to check up the dictionary. i'll whack your head too. smiles(:
[snap. i forgot what i wanted to do. yay. now i remember.]
i know. stare all you want. stare at me as if i'm a psycho or something. haha.
okay. erm. church.
erm. KELLY WAS LATE FOR SERVICE. haha. i was pretty tense larh. if you could tell. lol. cos. KELLY WASN'T THERE. i'm too used to her being with me everywhere i am. and i'm glad about that. 99.99% of the time. :D heh. erm. yeah. she made it in time anyways. before the door was -locked-. okay. blah blah. service was okay larh. except half the time i was talking. one fifth of the time i was sleeping. the remainder. i just didn't understand. :D haha. yeah. and i was busy copying some notes thingy. kelly's guitar notes larh. then eugene. HAIYOH. okay. i wasn't supposed to larh. then well. yeah. had to stop lorh. malu-ating. yeah. jon low, behind, still dare to laugh. haiyarh. i felt pretty hot during service. probably surrounded by so many ppl. i was sitting in the centre okay. haha. i don't usually do. then i guess. i didn't wanna sit corner. haha. cos it's just too many ppl walking around. UNLESS IT'S MY BELOVED WALL. XD went for dinner with tamara, weizhen, tammy, and ME. haha. poor thing eh. lol. yeah. me and tammy jumped straight to dessert. weren't hungry wad. whatcha expect. lol. then went supermarket. shopping for presents. erm. yeah. then jon low joined us. cos tim, jon kwong, ben chee. cabbed to somewhere else? erm. okay. then yeah. i spent quite a long time picking chocolate. [by the way, i ate up one already.] it was supposed to be a present larh. haha. for charlene and jiabao. but i guess it was too tempting. heh.
having network retreat on the 17-19. erm. i don wanna go can. i mean it's like. it clashes when my mom's on leave and bringing me go check whether i should do braces. it clashes with father's day. wait. my dad won't even be in town. ): it clashes with my last guitar lesson. that'll be two i missed already okay. this is not good. hmpfs. i dunno. i guess i'll talk to my mother about it. see what she says. if she says don't go.. then.. who am i going to service with? OH NO. not happening. i'll sit somewhere way at the back. LOL. and be hidden from everyone else. BUT IT'S NETWORK RETREAT. sharon explain until like it's gonna be awesomely FUN. THIS is called a dillemna. or however you spell it. SHEESH. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW.
21:17
hey.
gotta really make this quick.
meeting kelly at 4.30. lol.
doubt she'll be there? haha.
today?
training wasn't as bad as i expected.
OKAY.
it was pretty good.
a new experience.
the ijtp seniors are so nice.
haha.
well. they seem to care about us. smiles(:
training. erm. firedrill was definitely something new.
yeah. games was pretty cool. haha.
then animal call thing. then there's double wacko.
haha. i didn't know priscilla was sec1. haha. i thought she was sec3 or something. lol.
erm. after training went junction 8. yupp. had lunch at macs. with lizhen, sijia, amanda, tammy, kelly, juanita [birthday girl], honey, and ginni. yupp. it was pretty fun. haha. erm. then kelly had to go home. so i dunno. it was 2.15 larh. i told my mom i would leave at 2. so i decided to go larh. yeah. ginni chased me. and erm. tammy's sling broke. erm. sorry larh. i feel it's partially my fault. hehs. erm. yeah. but i also didn't want kelly to get lost larh. haha. she's not a very mrt-ish person. they went to take neos i guess. yeah. haha.
erm. service? snap. i better go. cheerio.
16:01
okay. i left the com on when i went out. haha. no one knows wad. lol.
got back report book.
i dunno what to feel.
sad? depressed? angry? conceited?
omg. i dunno larh.
my highest is like b4. what is this.
i feel like scolding the hell out of me.
how did it come to this.
i'm 27/39.
this is bloody horrible.
last year. i was 22/40 at mid years. and 14/40 at the end of the year.
i think i can cry right now.
let's hope this would really wake me up.
but i'm not really surprised at the horrible results.
i didn't study.
so this is what i get for not studying.
i must be ranked 200+ in the level or something.
except. they don have that. haha.
me and charlene talked. well yeah.
it's pretty surprising news yarh.
she and claudine went harbour.
me? i went home. haha.
haha. charlene! don't worry yarh.
i also can't figure out how your sis or jing an knows either.
but i'm 101% sure it's not me. i won't tell.
besides. who would i tell?
don't doubt me yeah. (:
okay. i think i need some chilling down currently.
shall go eat some ice cream. then bathe.
then maybe i'll be back.
15:04
what's gotten into me.
i squealed when you came online.
my heart skips a beat when i see you.
damn.
this should not be happening.
no no.
i'm not gonna go round the world again.
it's just too complicated.
do you think i?
nah. i couldn't have.
i'm telling myself.
you're just a friend.
and a good, close friend too.
but i'm never gonna cross the border.
to something more.
damn. i think i'm having dejavu.
cos i think i've typed this before.
i somehow think my life is screwed.
my thoughts are all jumbled up.
i dunno what to do.
11:40
haha. i think i shall leave my com on while i go to school. haha. well. it's not like it matters. i mean. no one knows. lol. but i think by the time i get back. it'll be off. haha. who cares anyway. erm. getting back results. it just feels horrible. erm. i dunno larh. i don feel like going to school. today is a boring day. blah blah blah. oh wells.
10:39
i think i sing horrible.
haha.
i'm getting results back tmr.
to show parents.
and my mom's treating me nice today.
WHAT IS THIS.
i'm feeling guilty.
i didn't study hard enough.
OKAY.
i didn't study properly.
i only read through.
i think i'm depressed.
but the hols are going about just fine.
i have books to read.
haha. erm. yeah. can't wait til end of years.
i want chocolate.
shall go buy some on saturday.
if i have the mood.
stupid training.
oh wait.
i mean. after youth service.
that's if. we've got anything on.
wink. haha.
why am i winking. there's nothing to wink about, girl.
(:
18:47
it's an utterly boring world.
i've read finished 3 books already. out of the 6. not really interesting ones if you ask me. oh wells.
maybe i can make it to the library this wkend. lol.
erm.
i'm prepared for the worst tmr. :D
i've had enough of fanfics today.
they're getting boring.
WHAT. IT'S ONLY 3.11PM? YOU'RE KIDDING ME. I'D EXPECT IT TO BE 5PM OR SOMETHING.
15:10
HEAR HERE! EXCITING NEWS! (: copied and pasted.
#1
Get ready to scream in excitement!!!!!!According to IMDB.com, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint are joining Daniel Radcliffe by signing up for OoTP!!!! Now, this is not yet confirmed, but emma-watson.net said that IMDB is a pretty good source.I'm still screaming with excitement even though it's not confirmed!!! *screams* YAY! Lol, okay, before I hyperventilate, I'm going to leave you be.To read the whole page, click on the IMDB link above.
#2
GoF is the most anticipated film of the year, according to The Snitch. It's ahead of other big films such as The Chronicles of Narnia : The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe. It's in first position with 37.9% of the vote.Harry Potter picks up some more awards! Harry Potter won the award for favourite series of books and Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban won the favourite movie award. This was at the Phillipines Nicelodeon Pinoy Kids' Choice Awards.According to Australian distributors Allen & Unwin, the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince special edition will be available in December. The same edition will also be available in the UK in October, and Amazon.co.uk is currently accepted pre-orders with a price tag of 21 pounds.The young stars of Harry Potter have been experiencing outbursts of acne, and the production crew has been forced to bring in a specialist to airbrush the acne.To read the whole article, click the link below.
IF YOU GUYS ALREADY KNOW IT. THEN SORRY. HAHA.
11:20
hm. i cannot believe tmr we're collecting results. it's just plain dumb. i dun wanna. my mom will be nagging at me i tell ya. oh wells. today. nothing. tmr. THAT. then it's saturday. DAMN. stupid training. don wanna go. oh wells. don think i wanna go for cell. see if there's time when i come home. time sure flies. one week going byebye already.
11:11
heyyo.
yesterday
went for bball yeah? haha. erm. bball was a bit weird larh. ppl throw ball at me, i also dunno. haha. WOLS. XD erm. it was pretty okay larh. i guess. jon low found out lots of information that he never needed to know. like... HAHA. erm. i think i was a bit off yesterday too. :D i dunno larh. then went back for dinner. jon low left early. something about dinner with bro and sis. then erm. after dinner. met danielle, isaac, jon kwong. play pool. haha. OH. i won jon kwong. AGAIN. haha. yayness. (: okay. erm. came home. i was terribly tired. yupp.
today
woke up. went library. yada yada. i seem to have fallen in love with the library. haha. it's so peaceful. haha. shall visit it more often then. XD borrowed 6 books. blah blah. okay. went with kel and tam. while the dads went driving range. then went macs to eat. then went fairprice. erm. uncle jerry sent me home. blah blah. yeah larh. so i guess i'll be reading books instead of reading fanfics now. haha. mom said cannot borrow romance novels. but romance novels are so sweet. haha. or at least touching larh. but. haiyoh. okay. going out for dinner. blah blah. yeah. okay. byebye.
troubled teens's woes:
i miss my parents. they both work. and i can't seem to be spending time with both of them. when they're around, i don't treasure them. when they are not, i feel alone. how can this be.
17:34
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song